I am a useless idiot... What is the purpose of living?? What is the meaning of life?? Why am i on earth for?? I'm feeling soooo dowwwwnn... hai... UPs and DOWNs is part of parcel of life. How to find joy in such a depressed world?? Why am i so useless?? Everything just suck to be me... I'm hopeless... This world will be wonderful without such a stupid person like me.... I deserved to be condemned... I deserved to be octracised... and a stupid test just make it worse... I failed to plan and i plan to fail.... haiz haiz haizz SIGH SIGH SIGH