Thursday, September 01, 2005
; 9:50 PM
Today i at went to school at 1pm to play tennis with jeannie. I thou i will b late because i went to buy newpaper before i board bus 74 but in the end i reach ngee ann exactly 1pm and jeannie was lateeeeee. So i did some wake up and practice serving. During my practice i managed to find another 6 balls. WOW!! 6... that's alot. We had an enjoyable game and out of a sudden, dark clouds flew by and it began to rain!!! when we decided to seek shelter, the rain stopped!!! WTH...so we carried on. After that came sandy yi ting and dini, so jeannie and i went to had lunch at canteen 2. Today marks the end of our sports and wellness tennis, i certainly miss those times. Had memories and laughter, We took a class photo.. After having 4 hours of tennis, gladis and i rushed off to snackbar to have our DB punishment that we owe last week. DId about 300+ times. Few of us decided to go for the yellow ribbon walk tml nite, so we had the indeminty form of both this and the DB camp. After which, norman, daniel and i went for a campus run and do pull-ups. It's running late cos superstar is going to start go we rush off asap. I was reading this meaninngful book about psychology related to karmic effect, cause and effect, past lives and stuff and i came across this meaningful phrase which read's "we spend our life until we're thirty deciding what parts of ourselves to stuff into the invisble bag we drag behind us, and we spend the rest of our lives trying to get them out again." The trouble is we all want to be perfect, kind, compassionate and loving people, but unfortunately this is not the case. Denial of existance of our shadows will result in persistent reminders in the form of repeating patterns of behaviour or continually finding people in our lives who press the same old button. Sometimes the pressure in the shadow builds up to the point where we fall apart. This is the break-up to break through, which we called a 'breakdown'.It appears in these moments as if our world has totally collasped and our connections to everyone and everything seem to be severed. It is often the job of a soulmate to precipitate this moment of truth in your life. Ponder and reflect
